Wake Up

Is there a day when ill wake up and face reality
Embrace my fears and understand that you and me will never be
And to myself, I will finally be true
And understand that I've never had a real chance with you

I gotta stop telling myself all of these lies
I gotta stop seeing whats not really there
Stop closing my eyes, and hearing your voice
And stop seeing your face everywhere

Stop believing, that your perfection
If I ever wake up then maybe I'll see
That you are no different from anyone else
I just thought things could happen differentley

I guess I should have seen, all along
I do not deserve a real chance with you
I just thought that maybe, if you got to know me
That you might possibly have feelings for me too

But instead what I hear, are all the excuses
I haven't heard them in a while but I guess i should've known
All of the reasons why I do not have a chance
And I begin to wonder, am I meant to be alone?

I'm too young, your friends do not approve
I just can't give you what your looking for
Or you're to close to my brother or my friend
What that has to do with me I'm not sure

But I guess i should've known, that somebody else
was going to want that one chance to be
together with you, which is what i thought
Just might be possible with you and me

But I have'nt lost all hope
Why this is I do not know
I still feel that theres a chance
that you will let me show
All of the feelings that i have for you

My heart beats faster whenever you're around
I get very nervous, i can't think of what to say
And it's beginning to bother me
Because i get this feeling every day

It bothers me because I can't stand to think
That the chance does not exist, and it's only a lie
That I will never just have that one chance
Because if it's true, for the longest time
I will be asking myself the question Why?